ad this weekend:
it was quite all right, though i do have to practice my tea ceremony stuff, so i can do it withouth guidance tomorrow. the party was quite ok by bella standards ;), once ppl started having fun, and although we ended up splitting the dancefloor in two parts, that is also quite usual for bella ;). jennifer (the little hip-hop bunny) was very annoyed once the other group of girls came in, as they had not been wearing costume. i hope she enjoyed herself nonetheless. also Z kept buying the dj's beers, and i felt bad about that. they were pretty good tho, and dj's did a good enough job even with their faulty equipment. it was fun all in all. but i felt like getting tipsy and the two beers were fairly yummy (for one buck??) but not conducive to that. so i ended up having a screwdriver w/ plenty of vodka. however, i had forgotten about the lack of food i ate that day (i didn't eat at all except for a bit of the pasta M gave me, thanks so much btw ^_^), so ended up getting really tipsy. apparently i also had a funny convo w/ joby, half of which i don't remember ;)
today was yummy brunch, still thinking about dinner
(p.s. strangely enough i realized that i dance much differently at home than i do here. must be due to the difference in music methinks....)
(p.p.s. must post to do list later tonight)

Formula 1:
today was the first european track! in San Marino ;)
anyways, v. short review, it was great, i haven't watched formula 1 in 3 yrs, (i.e. whenever i'm here, as i'm too lazy to go to the dorm tv rooms), so thank you, angel who recorded the race today!
poor bastards: Fisichella (whose engine started smoking) & Montoya (dammit 7th! had to do 4 pit stops b/c the fueling was fucked up)
ppl i hate but won the damn thing: Michael Schumacher was first (dammit!), before Raikkonen (second _and_ in McLaren -- sooooo should've won). Barichello was third, and then Ralf Schumacher (*retch*), before Coulthard (meeewww - why?)

but it's all good, b/c raikkonen and coulthard are still leading the championship ;)

links:
Star Wars Galaxies ---- must buy, and though i suck at gaming i don't care! must have! on that note looking into SW irc's and sims

The Splash Bar ---- gay club in NY, v. pretty website, though not much info, though very amusing ;)
Barrich

 
b/c i _know_ i will forget tomorrow

1)wake up early, work on AoJ (urgent you stupid ass!!!)
2)look at jap stuff before jap?
3)wake up kat?
4)jap
5)catch the archeology guy before lunch
6)go to lunch
7)lesson at 12:30 (go! get money for it! pay the woman!)
!!!8)AoJ (not even you can be that shit-headed, do it!!)
(get M to hurt you, if you don't!!!)
9)give 'im the goddamn papers
10)breathe
11)think about the goddamn shit you have to get done before weekend
12)don't! just don't! forget figuring out songs, oh and blackmail everyone you know into going

 
you know you haven't eaten eneough/kept in good health, if it only takes you 2 hits off a bowl to get you stoned ^_^;;;; but i'm eating now ;)
it was just too much trouble to keep up w/ nourishment past few days
random streams of thought: dj's: moroe than one wanna do it, so if one backss out we won't be left hanging, took care of form and check
must look into music now
also what prizes for masquerade?

anthro: lass managed to chew me out and tell me i had a good topic at the same time --> thus managed to escape public humiliation presentation wise narrowly
also weird contest b/w jen and lass who can talk down who...was highly embarraased

incidentally, hate this keyboard
will hopefully get ass in gear for Arts oof japan and other shtuff tomorrow

now back to my ramen, first dinner in 2 days ;)

 
not much sleep happened tonight, so i was lying there, experiencing - once again - shinji syndrome deluxe. so conteplating the dark ceiling, i realized that in a way my academics can be easily related to my hormonal level (just to be repetitive: 16 yr. old boy). it's a fine working thing really, and constant horniness and all that, but do 16 yr olds have any stamina? no, none whatsoever. similarly, i love anthro and asian and what i'm doing and the classes i'm taking, which are all really good for me (or would be if i did any work). But do i manage to keep up and on top of my things? or even do the work i'm supposed to and stop being the eternal procrastinator? hah! who me? nevah! and i know this year has been tough and whatnot, but even so, dude, even so

...lack of stamina i tell you!
i wonder whether i can train myself some more ;)

 

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.......
or something o.O

must.not.fail. goddamn.test.
mappo - decadent age of final law
satori - ineffable experience of one-ness
wabi - cultivated poverty
sabi - appreciation for objects weathered through time
koan - thought problem
zazen - meditation

i _know_ i know all of these...now to just use them to bs, and not forget about them
for good measure:
kamakura: 1185-1333
muromachi: 1334-1573
momoyama1573-1615

all we did is kamakura/muromachi, except the kanos (motonobu and eitoku), nagoya castle, and katsura imperial (i think....)

 
mhmmm, the ka-senp made me laugh...always a goody ;)

Arts of Japan: make up today at 4pm, and now there are 4 ppl coming, so he can't skip it (take that, sucker!*(*&&^&*%^$$#!!!)

Arts of Japan proposal: hah! i wish! but i did go to the museum chick

Arts of Japan paper: well i think i know what i want to work on :)....

Masquerade: Alc: check; Dj: almost check; flyers/promo: tonight; note: send out emails!

Anthro: pardon me while i go and laugh....*hysterical g*

let's not even think about the other stuff yet ;p
otherwise, the weather is beautiful and that's good, but a bee/wasp type thing decided to nest in my hair, and i didn't realize until M decided to deflect the situation, at which point Belcon-san came to the rescue and smooshed the goddamn thing
traumatic, and oh god i want to wash my hair now ;)

 
)*()&&^%##@ikujfiofkelj!!!

 
having heartattack, b/c the test is here, and i'm here, but no one else is
o.O

 
wow, every part of my body is achy....o.O
looking forward to a hot shower, but alas, i should grab some ice cream from the dining hall first (the only thing edible on the menu btw)
the kanji test didn't go bad at all, surprisingly, so that's good ;)
i'm down to AoJ exam tomorrow, and "Silencing the Past" -_-```

anyways, walking back from the gym, i saw a horse, and was reminded of my "riding" time, and horses 'n shtuff. i remembered that one of my promises to myself had been to lose my fear, and try riding again. so i would like to do that w/i in the next 5 yrs if possible at all. it isn't really that i am scared of horses or of riding them, so much than the fact that as soon as i sit on one, i get flashbacks, dizzyness and the like. mhmmm i think if i had my riding teacher from then in front of me, i would chew him out so muchly he would not be able to find and collect his little pieces ;)

so maybes, i'll run over to the dirty, and barricade myself there w/ book and laptop...dunno yet...
so for tonight:
meet barbara to figure out my tax issue (*arrgh*), do much much much AoJ, read damn book/write paper, get some sleep, ignore other assignments do in near future.....oh work some on n-sen's page -_-
get stabbed in the back ^_~

 
mhmmm so exhausted
not that i didn't do anything; v. unproductive evening spent thinking not so nice thoughts about life, work, and other shit, then trip back from lib: clog-->wet socks, also ride van got stuck 4 times in snow = sux0rs

but now have had scalding shower, air-dried self, ate hot soup (powder kind from back home -- Asian sweet sour); so things much better.

quick recap of weekend: went to aunt's, got plenty of tea/coffee/cocoa materializing at elbow, even did some bonding w/ little cousin, ignored older little cousin, who still is weird highschool boy;
yummy chinese food
3 fortune cookies:

failure is the mother of success

friends long absent are coming back to you

age can never hope to win you while your heart is young (little cousin's cookie)
also aunt fried chicken for yours truly and whatnot, came in handy on sunday night where i skipped dinnah, also 2 bags of snacks and shtuff materialized before departure
not too bad, uncle quite ok, for a change
had discussion w/ aunt about gift giving and shame of copts; quite interesting

there is much snow-age, sux0rs

today, tea-ceremony lesson, v. patient y-sensei, was nice though am blundering graceless idiot; love tea ceremony 'nyways, and y-sensei was talking muchly and interesting
also asian dept. tea, whereas i had to to take pics, v. old, v. large, v. heavy digital camera....antiquity, maybe sell much 20 yrs from now ;) also n-sensei asked to photograph "only handsome male department members", then she said "so no one"; laughed much. v. awkward around roth, but 's k, he has book presentation tomorrow, must check what time

much work, but no wanna do
v. incoherent post, hehehe,
oh and svet came in to say hi, which is nice, cuz she randomly displayed affection, gave poor suffering girl some choc ;)

 
mephinks: i wouldn't mind the parking lot...
Trekibilia: Unless you:re busy. ;-)
Trekibilia: I want a tree outside my window.
Trekibilia: I:ve had that my other two years. ;-)
mephinks: mhm
mephinks: hai
mephinks: well maren is for everything that does not look unto a parking loto
mephinks: so the left side, and the top side
Trekibilia: Yeah..
Trekibilia: I:m liking the 159, if it in fact does not have a window on the parking lot... but... ;-)
mephinks: well we'll be going next week to check out nice rooms
mephinks: so just lemme or anyone know whatcha want to look at
Trekibilia: Hmmm... 223 looks nice.
Trekibilia: Check if 211 has two windows?
Trekibilia: Er, wait.. not 223... 228.
mephinks: lol
mephinks: just keep on talking, and i'll save the convo, k?
Trekibilia: Kay.. ;-)
mephinks: how big is 150 sq. ft.?
Trekibilia: No idea. ;-)
mephinks: meh
mephinks: if this shit was in meters
Trekibilia: 228 is probably above the door, isn:t it? ;-)
Trekibilia: ;-)
mephinks: it would be so much easier
mephinks: mhm
mephinks: dunno
mephinks: why?
Trekibilia: Cause I don:t want the noise of the door and lock right outside my window. ;-)
mephinks: hai hai
Trekibilia: 15 extra feet is NOT that big a deal. ;-)
mephinks: mhm
mephinks: mk
mephinks: any other rooms you wanna have a look at?
Trekibilia: Not really. Those are the only two whose condition matters. Otherwise, and if they:re taken, I:ll go with either 208 or 209 as my third choices. ;-)
Trekibilia: 211 is ruled out if there:s no tree _and_ it looks onto the parking lot, 228 if it:s over the door. ;-)
mephinks: mk
mephinks: *goes to save convo*

and a bit later:

mephinks: you're not gonna tell me whether i'm a jerk really eh?
mephinks: *sigh*
mephinks: sure
Trekibilia: You are, but not excessively. ;-)
Trekibilia: You:re a very wimpy jerk. ;-)
mephinks: *snicker*
Trekibilia: But with very big amounts of fellow feeling. ;-)
Trekibilia: So night! Sleep well! ;-)

....mhm, not sure i agree, though i can certainly see how one can see that ;)

 
adopted from M, but highly adapted to fit my filthy lingo ;)

ze rox0rs: i did not get bludgeoned in the anthro seminar today, also no hate-vibes from lass, which yea is a good thing, and i also didn't have to present my (non-existent) paper, tho i did have to watch jen do the slime up thing, and gimme the cold shoulder

ze 'kay shit: i taught gudmundson how to do tables w/ dreamweaver, which, yea boring, but he's a kewls guy, though not much w/ the computer literacy there, i also am still not out of the "don't wanna do this, fuckit" mood, which not so good for me at ze mom

ze sux0rs: umm i missed most of my classes yesterday and today, i have a shitload to do which won't get done (see last point under 'kay shit), and also y-sensei otoko told me that not so much with the scholarship, when i went in to ask him about when they're meeting....apparently chances for what i'm looking for are minimal, and apparently someone else applied to the same thing as well
mhm fuckers

ze overallness: i don't wanna do this, so fuck this (until i freak out that is...which should be in...oh an hour from now most likely)

 
also blogger's being a bitch again

 
so apparently the sleeping issues from my first year are back
but why the fuck i really don't know
first year they were sort of self-induced, and it was just the way i lived for a month or so, but these last 3 days i've slept a cumulative 7 hours and fuck it sux.
yesterday i was lying in bed staring at the goddamn darkness until 5 o' clock. i wasn't on the comp, i wasn't being escapist, i just had the freaky shinji-thing going, which, ok, i'm used to and well, yes, i sort of commiserate w/ the poor bugger
but geez!
and i'm so so close to the "i don't wanna do this, so screw this" mood, not sure wether i've crossed the line already or not, but i should probably at least do the anthro thing i was supposed to have done yesterday (stupid captain cook). and we'll see, i guess, we'll see wether i will do all the freaky shit i have to do for tomorrow and the day after and in fucking general
fuck this ;p