mhm...well...friday saw a quiet get-together with the girls here...the only lighting consists of candles...and there's a giant jesus in front...'s not a religious place tho, then on saturday, michelle left for her house outside of vienna, scheduled to come back for the turn of the year
saturday was spent here..loud and smoky, and i was not in the mood for dancing but at least i saw a lot of ppl again

we missed one of the nightbuses(?) on the way home, and hiked through the cold rain for 15 mins
thus, sunday was fever countray....uh..yay...but it wasn't so bad really...i just sort of hung around on the couch in the living room, napping and watching tv on and off...i saw a german parody of ST, where everyone was so very very...i don't remember the word in english...when ppl are so gay with those handmovements and shtuff? anyways it wasn't pc at all, but it was star trek so there :p
also some random british department store soap comedy, and today half an hour ago (i woke up at 6 am), a bunch of jap. women dancing an austrian/bavarian dance, in those awful dirndl dresses, in a japanese highschool gym hall

i died laughing and happy ^_~

p.s.: note to self: i need to get network internet when i grow up, since those whistling noises the modem suffers through should be banned to hell at 7am in ze morning
also: do not kill thine sister, do not kill thine sister...nevermind she's playing the recorder at this insufferable hour!

 
after 10 hrs worth of dismantling, uninstalling, formatting, installing, more installing, more dismantling the computer, i am proud to say i hath won...
only been here for a few days, and on the one hand, wow food is great, and gods i love it, but on other hand, want to break down and cry every time i see my grandmother and grandfather,...either that or hug them to death

the strange thing is: when my dad came to get me from the airport i felt something similar...of course _that_ only lasted for a few mins before i was ready to turn back and board another plane to mhc....-_-;;;;; (god i hate this keyboard btw)

 
greetings,
this is the 2 min rant and greetings as i am residing on a strange computer
checkpoint1) flight surprisingly lovely, no little crying things from hell, no fat neighbours taking up all space, but on long trip: funky german med student/soccer play-ah dude...very normal, slightly boring, but am not complaining (see above lack of tortures)
short flight: married professors, he: austrian-born paris-living, she canada-born paris-living, booyah intelligent conversations ;)
checkpoint2: Christmas....quite lovely, i gots gifts! happyness happyness, maybe more details on meeting family and gifts if i get into mood
checkpoint3: friends:.....mhm...funkyness...but i called maria and we talked lots! fun! and we'll be convening tomorrow!
checkpoint4:comps: well...keyboards are sucky...esp. for html-codage...apart from that...two things about my parents' comp: Firstly, I have realized how much more the comp is the penis extension than the car....he never uses the damn thing, but got a flatbed scanner and an internal burner....arrrgh...and here i am pining for such things...one could also never approach him about bestowing these upon oneself (because he needs them for scanning in his favorite photographs of us and burning them)
oy...ve....apart from that...he ruined it!..he had a fatal error thing going on...then instead of reinstalling his OS he had some random dude come, wipe out _every_thing put on Win ME and put it on in such a bad and erroneous way that the comp has gone KABOOM
now i cannot even run the system disks we have...my only hopes lie in somenbody else's Win 98/Win Me CDs...and codes--but after that there shall be internet

HAPPY HOLYDAYS MINNA-SAN

 
mhm...apparently the mother called (while i was at walmart's with my aunt...don't ask...my eye started twitching 10 mins into the 2 hr experience *twitch twitch*), and apparently they can't come get me from the airport...
shouldn't be a biggie tho...
will call her tomorrow to find out more
since it'll be the 24th and that's christmas, i can't ask anyone of my friends to accompany me on the train ride home either...;p
;p ;p ;p ;p
sux
leaving aunt's tomorrow at 1something to be at bus at 2...
will try to post tomorrow
grrr...this sux

 
boooya
finals are over
am still twitching though (no, am not kidding, i've spent the past 4 days or so trying to calm down my twitchy limbs/eyes/whatnot)
checkup:
Jap.: easier than expected
Econ. Anthro.: mew mew, no real final, so dunno, decent enough
Indep.: let's spell s-h-i-t-t-y
Genji: AHAHAHAHAHAHA.....GO AWAY

sleep: will catch up soon, but something like 6 hours in the last 3 days
food: tik bought me chinese for dinner yesterday, which is good, since ze pants are hanging by ze hipbones, b/c of lack of nutrition
room: pigsty. pigsty. pigsty
email: email gudmundson: DONE, do simple stupid table layout and figure how to ftp it: TO DO
MUST: email lass, and partsch; find out about possible side jobs while in vienna, email some institutions b/c of summer prog/internsh.

To reward myself after the week from hell...i went to LOTR yesterday, it was fun, and i loved the cam shots, and the music fit it, ...but....some of the charas were rather butchered....grrrr...some of my fave charas too!.....surprisingly enough, smeagol had the best chara development, very well done, more detailed than in the book
helm's deep is...depressing, and beautiful, and fuckit i'm a pacifist, and v., v. depressing
and yes. yes. legolas is pretty. there.

mkay, am at aunts till monday...already going to shoot self, also updated the bella blog....might be on
if i don't hear from you: happy holidays everyone
i'm so happy and excited to go home, and to hang out with mine lovelies, and to psycho analyze the guys, and to have a great new year's and to see my grandparents

let 's admit it, i'm way too tired for a serious entry ;p
i go now

 
cigs: BWAHAHAHAHA...ppl tell me i will die
music: BWHAHAHAHAHA.....i'm thinking "sleepless beauty" b/c of utsuru toki wo osorenaide
finals: shoot me now, shoot me now

anthro: only 7 pgs...and he wanted 20, and it looks like it will stay 7 pgs, maybe 8 if i fluff it up...i'm screwed....
genji: i hate you genji....off for a long night at dwight comp lab, 0 of 20 pgs (should be 25, but heck if i care)...more reading to be done...shooooooooooooot me!

i also found the poem i wrote in hommage to m's (aka, the only one of us with one) working relationship...spiffied it up, and gave it to her...it's still not very good, but meh, it's the thought that counts

god!
off i go ;p
ACH VERDAMMT NOCH MAL, ICH HASSE DAS LEBEN!

 

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music: Bouga Akhenaton "Belsunce Breakdown"
cigs: you're kidding me right? it -is- finals after all
finals: 45 pages and one exam (45 pgs. min.)

so the last 2 weeks were somewhat .... interesting
directly after the break a friend told me about something v. v. bad that happened to her over break...the whole matter was quite weird, b/c mutual friends kept approaching me to talk to her...as it is, she's doing ok. i think she's not thinking about it though. i am probably more melodramatic about it than she could ever be ("melodramatic" in this context, b/c i could never say that i am more upset than she is...that would be a big fat lie)
so i was shaken, and freaked out, and was not at liberty to talk about it with ppls, then more random shit happened, to me personally, that freaked me out...in a "scared" way
THEN, i went into a bout of insecurity and funkiness, finals not helping to balance my sense of self, but i think i wasn't being too weird, and covered up rather ok
i knew i had to look for some sort of "closure", so i first talked to one of those friends i never end up seeing until finals, but with whom i still maintain a healthy, caring relationship at a distance. that kind of helped but wasn't enough
THEN thursday night, tech crew had another meeting of the "maglites poets' society" (maglites being very strong and good quality flashlights used by techies), so we met there, and set on the stage with the curtains closed and dim lighting on, and ppl started reading some poetry ("where the wild things are" wheeeee!), and then this really nice dude, who had organized a gig that same evening came and brought left-over fingerfood that was really really really yummi (pastries stuffed with sea food, shrimp, yummy real brie and other cheeses), and we drank hot chocolate and ended up exchanging stories about psychic experiences (i told ppl about seeing the ghost in the library during the summer)
i realized this was the kind of closure i had wanted, i was sitting there, and it was a "sorority" type setting, only of course it was more of a "nerd and stoner" group, and i felt completely safe with this ppl. Even though i know that some of them don't take me serious, b/c i haven't felt like letting them see certain non-childish and hyper sides of me, but i just felt in good hands, with a bunch of ppl that are really "good guys"
so i got my closure ^_^

today was kamsie's bon voyage party, more details later
now i go off to the lib to work on one of the 20pg min papers... and leave you with this:


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