so much stuff in the meantime, but still, mostly: am dead
took ibuprofen yesterday, promptly knocked out from around 9ish till 3ish in the morning, missed phonecall from chick giving me ride, hope she's still giving me ride (to springfield, from there bus to framingham, then aunt pick me up), dead dead dead
will prolly only work until noon today, then go across street get coffee and cookie, then shower, then pack, then 2 hrs of jap garden...
but i'm crampy, and thusly grumpy, and i want an e-mail, but can't articulate myself, and maybe mari-chan will be nice and will write me one
currently attached to a bottle of ice tea lemon, wanting to puke, wanting not to work, but having to pay the rent, tired tired dead, wanting e-mail, dead dead
sv went to Boston on Thurs and to NY from there on Fri....so i had peace.... i was sick on friday, and am firmly convinced that M Li gave it to me via computer i also went shopping with mels and DH on saturday, purchased jeans (not baggy, i look skinny *bleh*) and flip flops (oranger, very summery) in the mall, and a big james dean poster in NoHo.
sv came back, and it went down from there....let's not speak about this anymore, meh meh meh, it was bad, it was ugly, and i had a small breakdown (when was it again? monday? tuesday?monday, i think).
also my laptop battery died, and i have to purchase a new one, which could be anywhere from $50 to $200 apparently, which would be worth it, and whatnot, but after the third try of calling dell this morning i am deliberating whether i shouldn't just wait, until i come back ;p
i have to buy a transformer anyways, and it's not like i'm gonna use my laptop _that_ much, so i prolly won't need a battery..
currently: having an umbilical cord to ice tea lemon, and sitting hidden in a corner, on a floor i shouldn't be on....cursing the stacks!
M-girl i don't count your last blog entry as an e-mail to me ;p
so there! write!
mariamaria: ich will meine schuladresse hier nicht reintun, will aber mit dir zum Callas-Film gehen, also reservierst du mir auch eine karte? und gehst du jetzt nach London (sag nein! *weinerlich* du willst mit _mir_ zeit verbringen, gelle?_
dear mary-jane: *lol* my gmx addy is still working...but i don't check it quite as often as my mtholyoke address, i'm fm4 paranoid, b/c, i guess i just am....it's just a weird feeling...like paranoia....and goddamnit i like toas' new homepage, did he do that java himself? did he draw the stuff himself??? with a mouse? (i probably shouldn't be astonished....), account of this past week/what's going on will follow soon...
i finally got my room assignment, and i shall be in the same dorm/on the same floor as kamui and m li *haaaaaaaaappy*
and i want to go to london too dammit.....
can someone give me a price estimate again?
aaaaand, i'm arriving in vienna on the 5th around 9 in the morningish.
waiiiii! mari-chan's going to the beach.....sooooo jealous....or something *g*....ummm, can't write much, as lunchbreak is over NOW.
getting off work at 3:30 ^_^, then however, errands, and webpaging, and garden, and more webpaging, and did i mention cigs and coffee?
of course cigs and coffee, cigs and coffee are my life, apart from those few ppl that are my life as well ^_~
more later
i have approx. 10 secs to write this blog.....
under the premises that 1) i am sir george (my male name -- *blows kiss to Sir Henry*), and 2) DH is sir henry and 3) i am thoroughly obsessed with J.K.Rowling and being a "marauder" (harry potter style)
then:
Sir George will be working in the Dungeons before noon, in the Tower after noon, and in the Gardens in the Eve. Furthermore, Sir George would like to express his wish to exercise with Sir Henry, but fears that after a slightly prolonged stay in the Gardens, he will have to retreat to his cell (spartanic as it may be, it has a nice view), and battle furthermore with the monsters of nowadays called "kompyuta".
Furthermore, Sir George would like to express his joy at seeing M Li online yestereve, and would love to hear from his lovely fellow mentally deranged across the wide sea.
i really enjoyed the mall yesterday; i kept myself amused by speaking in a sweet girly voice and proclaiming that i'm a "true highschool sophomore", i personally think that i could pull it off, seeing as half of the time ppl think i'm 15 or 16 yrs old.....maybe i'll just run arond for a day or so talking in what i dub my "awwww look at _me_, look at _me_, i'm so cute!" voice; maybe i'll commit suicide afterwards...
incidentally, ka-senp has gotten herself together and given into yet another addiction....look to the left.....this is what dh calls the "fall of the mighty". ^_^
mhm... all of dh's last post is dedicated to the greatness that is ka-senp...not that i disagree at all....i spoke to dh yesterday and pondered that it would be nice to be one of the "great" [excuse me while i laugh at the mental image that "my greatness" produces], but hey, i'm not choosy, i'll just continue on my path as lucifer [mwahahaha].
thinking about how much a tattoo would cost...i want a small one, i think i have an idea.
also, more web page stuff today.
glory days want to listen to nanase's glory days, and laugh until i fall to the ground....
butbut, winmx, that lovely program, refuses to connect me....maybe i need to get the newer download version? and audiogalaxy is being a pain in the ass and not letting me download nanase songs
mkay....report ensues:the 4th of july....my very first one....nothing special, on the night of the 3rd we hiked to the hill behind the 'delles (sweet lovely north and south mandelle dormitories....the pseudo-victorian castle beyond the bridge and lower lake ^_^), where about 5 million ppl were gathered to watch the fireworks, they had over in south hadley. firstly, i haven't seen that many guys in forever, secondly, they're all researchers, so those idiots behind us were discussing biological matters _while_ the fireworks were going on; a small imitation: *whooooosh* *boom* *bang* "so as i said...." *boom* *bang* *whoosh* *whoosh* "and therefore" *bang* *bang* *bang* *boom* "oh the finale just finished, we should applaud", fool on the hill *g*, sv went to the cinema, and i worked on the page afterwards....the 4th itself was kinda boring to say the least, but dh and mels picked me up to go to friendly's, and i kept snickering and wishing everyone a happy "damn-those-goddamn-nonamerican-aliens" day
that night, i also slept only 4 hrs, before my meeting about the webpage with n-sensei....it's being a pain, and i don't like netscape
friday sv went to boston for the weekend....ummm bummed around....didn't do anything....which was nice ^_~, dh decided to disappear for the night, which i only understand too well, really.
saturday ditched the one hr of work at the garden, went to connecticut with dh and mels, we hung out at a mall of all places....ummmm, i'm scared of malls....and of the people therein....that one wasn't too bad tho, and kind of nice even....we went to TGI Friday, had decent food there *yumm salmon, broccoli cheese soup, baked potato* *yumm oreoicecreamwithchocolateandcaramelsauce dessert*, then went to mediaplay, where i read/skimmed over a manga, where we hung out for hours, where dh called ka on her cell phone and all 3 of us talked to her for what seemed like forever....surprisingly, i wasn't too embarrassed....although dh was leafing through an "erotic massage" book and through the "kamasutra" while she was speaking on the cell.....then scooby doo *g* hilarious! i think the majority of MHC students is definitely daphne.....me personally.....ummm...prolly shaggy ^_~
then more books at barnes and noble.
today ali came over yesterday, b/c she drove her girlfriend to the nearby airport, so she crashed in my room for the night, and left noonish today to go back to vermont....but she drove me to dunkin' donuts first, so i could get some breakfast (i'm really getting spoiled food-wise, and i'm spending too much money), then work at the garden, then swimming with dh, then totally dizzy and dehydrated
dearest dearest mary-jane (this is getting to be a tradition), so yes i visited your webpage, and no, i did not sign your guestbook...i just didn't feel like it....so there ;p ausserdem, glaubst du nicht, dass es ein bissi furchteinfloessend ist, deine ganze "big brother is watching you" masche? ;p und ach ach ja, ich hab mich wieder mal im hypomnema eingetragen ;)
so....my weekend....friday dinner at bickford's with DH....was kay, not too exciting...company was lovely as usual of course ;), mels didna wanna hang out with us, cuz she doesn't love us and whatno' , saturday....oooh saturday....saturday was lovely...saturday was a)roll out of bed b)work at the garden c) workout -yes, you heard me right, shut up, so i went to work out, so what???- errrm, yeah, workout with DH d)blissful shower e)mhm---the whately's---an omelette sandwich, fries and apple sauce afterwards...then monster pancake that i shared with DH (mels had to work :(), and soooo much coffee, i practically drowned in....i got the basic concept for the japanese logo done there, with soooo much help from DH....and then i went back and did the new layout, meow, although it's still not a hundred percent....must scan in logo, and maybe mari-chan will cg it for me, and whatnot...then paste it into the layout design, which i still have to perfect....but yeah.....i think it might be too plain, but she wanted simple....and she didn't even want buttons *shrug* dunno....you can go check it out at yonder this way it's....meh, to say the least....e-mail me if you think it's too plain for the skeleton? please be honest!
umm sunday....dunno, work work and more work? also procrastination? when we went to bed, sv got up and went out on the balcony, i deliberated turning over and being ignorant, but the whole weekend was steeped in "relationship""difficulties", so i went out and she was crying, i sat on her lap and we had a smoke....this "cigarette romance" is just too weird....if one can call it that.....
i'm soooo chickenshit
